I am pregnant. So as much as possible, I wanted to feel happy and light-hearted inside. But unfortunately, it seems that my current circumstances have left me no choice but be worried and unhappy most of the time.

If you are a regular follower of my blog, I guess you have an idea what is causing me to be unhappy. As of my worries, my health issues are making those. I am worried that my current ailments may affect my baby’s well-being. I am hoping that my health will improve somehow.

Anyway, I am just confused about my life. Is it wrong if I wanted to feel loved? Is it wrong to ask for a warm hug? Is it wrong to expect someone to love you back? All I wanted, all my life, is to love and be loved. I didn’t ask for fame and fortune. I only desired love and affection, why is it that such things are very hard to achieve? It really frustrates me!