Remember my post yesterday about my husband and me talking? Well, one of our discussions was about me getting a job. He said maybe I am acting like this because I am already bored with my life here at home. He said maybe if I have a job, I won’t be complaining that much about our dreams.

Well, bored – yes, probably I am. But so far, I am just OK with it because the boredom I am experiencing is not having someone to talk to. I enjoy my life here at home because I am with the kids 24/7 but my only problem (complain in my husband’s translation) is I could not talk that much with my husband because he is always out with his friends or playing at the PC whenever his is off from work. I told him life is making me bored if I don’t have someone to share my ideas, my goals and my dreams. Yes, I could talk to my mom and my children but there are some topics that I would like to share with him only.

A job would be great if I want to talk to other people but I want a husband to talk too. If I want to talk about other things, I have friends to visit and share a piece of my mind. And besides, finding a job at my age is hard. There are so many college graduates who are willing to take even merchandiser jobs which pays below minimum with some company because of the scarcity of work opportunities. How much a mom like me with three kids and now in my early 30s??